thoughts and words

I'm falling

Have you ever come to a point, when you are walking so fast and suddenly you turned back, you realized, you are alone. No one else is behind you. Because I tried that before.

I know I am falling, but there isn't anyone there to hold me at all. Everyday I think, what if what if what if. And it seems that what ifs are coming. Seriously, I am tired of playing games.

Yesterday spent the whole day and whole night in the office. Did loads of work. Finished up my Snow city project before touching on the 2 D&D projects that just came in. One was due today and the other due tomorrow. So had to rush alot of things. Haiz. Anyway, I bought a new blouse. :x SEXY. That's what I can say.

Eddy came at night, around 10pm. Then we went over to the pub opposite with Malcolm to drink a few rounds. The girls left early except me cause I haven't finish my proposal. After Malcolm left, we went back to our office to slack a bit while I continue my work. Don't know what happened but cz and leon started arguing. Actually it is very sad lahz. To see leon now always suddenly want to argue with cz. I also don't know what happened. Was trapped in the middle especially I am also part of the directorial board. So yup. Thank goodness Mac came so went down with eddy. Breathe a little fresh air.

-hint hint- I WOULD NEVER EVER DARE TO STAY IN OFFICE LATE AT NIGHT! it is freaking EERIE!