thoughts and words

Just some thoughts

Seriously, I have been thinking... Yes, I knew him mmm.... 2 - 3 weeks ago? And yes, the way we met and knew each other can be considered quite drama and yes, he has left a very deep impression in me, the last time we met. And I was telling darling, how much I wished, I knew him earlier, at least we could have been friends earlier, at least there were more things to talk about. And everyday, I waited to see whether would he be online. I was soon giving up when it was close to a week...

Who could have expected, he came online and asked me out. That night was the most memorable night ever, yes. But it has left me thinking, am I dreaming or was that reality. 4 days have gone and yesh, I am still in my dream. I am still dreaming of him and hoping for a next time or a next step. -piak- I just remembered, there are so many things to be done while I was still dreaming away.

But really, that was the sweetest thing could comfort me after the so many so many events that had happened in 2006.

Yet, I am thinking. Would I have been happier if I never agreed to go out with him? Or would I be happy that I have went out with him?

hmmmmm....