thoughts and words

Went to office in the morning, was the earliest so did my work while waiting for the rest to come. Before I reached office, was on the bus. Met wind again. I can feel the distance. It doesn't matter anyway, I guess. It has been so so long.

Was in the office till mid afternoon, then left to join siying at United Square. Took lunch, finish survey, check location then went over to novena square to do more rackie while waited for eddy to come. After that, did a bit of shopping, more work then eddy and I went back to office. You know? if there is a choice, I wish i can just stay away from home.

Each time night falls, I don't feel like going home. Because it doesn't seem like a home to me. No matter how hard I try, it isn't home anymore after my mum left. It seems like my mum was the only reason why my home is home. I feel lonely.

Nobody's Home

I couldn't tell you why she felt that way
She felt it everyday.
And I couldn't help her,
I just watched her make the same mistakes again.

What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why.
You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.
Be strong, be strong now.
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's fallen from grace.
She's all over the place.
Yeah,oh

She wants to go home, but nobody's home
.It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh
She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah
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what is love?
what is care?
what is a home?

mummy, life is so different without you...
tell me what is home