thoughts and words

As the day approaches, memories of that incident just keeps coming back.

The dark aisle, the distinctive sound of coughing and breathing, the drags from my sneakers and the commotion from a ward, desperately trying to revive a patient... my mum. From the moment they closed the curtains, I realised reality is suddenly so real. I knew she wouldn't make it and just moments ago, I was still talking to her.

The period of time, my struggles, my tireness. Everything still remains in me.

i miss you so...