thoughts and words

it's raining now. i can see the rain. was thinking of something call "responsibility". to what extent can one determine how responsible the other is? in bid of adapting to the changing environment, i'm pretty sure the roles in responsibility changes as well.

sometimes when it comes to debating about our roles of responsibility, i wonder was mummy's absence a bliss or a misfortune? is it me or just them, who fails to realise that i am no longer the serene i used to be. perhaps i've flown too far away...

ok. enough about family.

today finally got to meet darling again. =) after fyp, we went to old causeway for lunch and had a super duper long talk. miss her so much!

talked about several things. LOL.

"Your intellect may be confused, but your emotions will never lie to you."

that is what i believe.

yesterday joanna and cz were chatting about some relationship stuff. something that joanna said made me ponder. she said, even though everyday she meets ken and kan wei, she will never consider them romantically because they are her business partners.

this comes down to the word PROFESSIONALISM again.

i remembered there was once i declared loudly to cz and darling that "i am professional! i will never consider a performer or a client"

ok. apparently, somehow i think that i had overestimated myself. there are some things in life, emotions can override intellectual. however, it is also up to one's mind and determination whether to allow his emotions take control...

*it's all about YOURSELF