thoughts and words

The Reason
By Hoobastank

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You
and the reason is You [x3]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
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Randomly playing iTunes and heard this song. this song always reminds me of many many things. especially one person, my buddy. =) i realised that all these times, no matter how much i complained about him, he is always the one who's there for me. thanks buddy.

was at jayrius' birthday party today at costa sands sentosa. thanks for the invite. =) lisa is nice too. thanks.

on the way home, ming yang was asking me, do i feel that in 2007, time passes very fast? after much thought, i ought to agree too. in fact, ever since last february, after my mum left, i realised i've change alot. perhaps i've seen too much and know too much. the world is like this, everyone is doing something to protect themselves.

you know, you are smart. and i'm no angel by nature. i've told you before of my deeds. and you don't know alot more about me. there are boundaries to everything. you are one of my partner and i hope, we will remain as a partner. this is always the safest bet, if you get what i mean.

can't really sleep after drinking quite a few rounds of liquor. but cordon bleu is good. been thinking alot these days. especially our future. was watching some videos my friend was sending to me online, came across a video on him, the musical he was in. weirdest thing is that, even when i went for acres meeting, i have to get involve with someone who worked on that musical. lol.

but still, thanks loads to jona and cz, especially wei yang. =) love you guys most! for everything, from rantings to encouragement.