thoughts and words

i am feeling so helpless now. things just doesn't seem to flow well. i don't know. the things just don't make sense to me.

i can't help but feel frustrated. i don't know. were these all truths? twinnie and jona said, no point continue thinking since i've already made my choice. but the image of the motorcyclist on the ground in front of MOS just keeps occuring in me. these things are really reality. i realised.

perhaps they were right. i should stop thinking and move on. was i cruel to leave just like this? humans are selfish bah?

i just know why, i just don't understand. yes. humans makes mistake. but there are some mistakes that shouldn't be made at all. so what if you admit it and don't learn. what for wait till things happen then learn? i seriously don't know what you are thinking. i suddenly realised, i really don't know you well. someone who can use people's lives at stake... really. i realised i don't know you well enough.

i am sorry. goodbye.