thoughts and words

yeah, i guess i haven't been updating for quite long. hmmm... did much.

have been quite a dazed mode recently. don't ask me why. but seems like i thought i have been having it for quite awhile, but i seemed to have lost it. or rather, it's different now.

i think probably i was trapped between past, present and future again. sometimes i really feel i want to stay in the past for as long as i can. perhaps is because i can't see what's my future is bah. yeah, u can say i am afraid of the future.

i realised the more i grow, the more i "hate" the people around me. i think i am keeping more and more to myself. you know there are times, u really hate opening up because even u did so, the person doesn't understand you, so why should u even do that. you get more hurt. don't u?

i only wish that things were simple?