thoughts and words

而我知道
五月天

冰块还没融化你在看表我笑的尴尬
你说最近很忙改天聊吧
那天我在楼下想了很久想你说的话
你说爱情很窄世界很大(而我们应该长大)
就这样吧就这样吧
我想我听懂你话中的话

而我知道那真爱不一定能白头到老
而我知道有一天你可能就这么走掉
而我知道我知道这一切
我全都知道我就是受不了
而我知道我们曾天真的一起哭和笑
而我知道放开手但不知道怎么忘掉
而我知道你走了以后的每一分一秒
却还是这么难熬
微笑紧紧咬牙给你祝福你自由飞吧
你说温室没有灿烂的花(你总是很有想法)
就这样吧就这样吧我同意可是我泪如雨下
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it's funny how sometimes you know things will never work out
but somehow, with that little hope, we still chose to believe
and then at the end, we were hurt. very hurt.
why do we even start it when we know we will be hurt
why do we choose to believe at that little hope
when you know that, that isn't hope at all
it's call illusion...
stop me before it's too late...

woke up early today. 7am! omg. earlier than i go school. dressed, did my hair, make up, took bus to bedok for my photoshoot. on my way to bedok, saw this accident near upper changi road. apparently, the person died, and there were blood on the road. don't know why. but it reminded me of that MOS incident. the feeling is like you thought you that person or the person is someone close to you.

they said, for people to meet, it is known as fate. doesn't matter where you are. in the train, on the bus, or on the road. you may not remember his face. but probably somewhere, you two have met earlier or walked past each other. or probably years later, he becomes your boss, or someone very close to you. this is how fate works. and sometimes, i really want to applaud to what fate can do.

i've always wanted to be simple
i've always everything simple
and i failed to realised
probably i am complicated to begin with
your simplicity might find me too complicated for you

chasing my dream isn't a sin
is it?