thoughts and words
Wednesday, November 29, 2006

Don't Say You Love Me


Got introduced to you by a friend
You were cute and all that
Baby you set the trend yes (you did oh)
The next thing i know
We're down at the cinema
We're sitting there
You said u loved me, what's that about

You're moving too fast, I don't understand you
I'm not ready yet, baby I can't pretend (no i can't)
The best I can do is tell you to talk to me
It's possible, eventual,love will find a way (now we'll find a way)

CHORUS:
Don't say you love me
You don't even know me
If you really want me, then give me some time
Don't go there baby
Not before I'm ready
Don't say your heart to hurry
It's not like we're gonna get married
Give me, give me, some time....

Here's how I play, here's where you stand
Here's what to prove
To get any further than where its been
I'll make it clear
Not gonna tell you twice, take it slow
Keep pushing me, you're pushing me away (pushing me away)

CHORUS

Oh...na na na na na na...
Oh...na na na na na na...

Don't say you love me
You don't even even know me baby...

Baby don't say, you love me
Baby, is you really want me
Then give me some time (give me some time...)
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yup yup. this song is in me today...

My uncle (kao fu who affectionately calls me "see-cream") passed away today. Once again, another loved one left. It is only less than a year my mum left... It reminds me of how my mum left. It reminds of the hospital scene right till she was cremated. ....

I guess this is life.

SMILE MORE SERENE!!!

loves from anna-res

Sunday, November 19, 2006

Gosh... They are so drunk

Just came back from the Club Momo event. Not really tired, just feel my feet very very sore. LOL!

Oh man! I can't believe it lahz. Can say today quite a bad day. Bahz. Screwed up the cheque part. CAN"T FIND THE FREAKING CHEQUE when it is all along in the Live Band room... AHHHHHHHHHHH! Freak lah. Anyway, never mind.

The event.. Got so many drunks lahz. Peter got drunk, he keep following me everywhere I go and almost fought with cz. Carolyn was drunk and she cried cause she couldn't protect me. Julia got drunk and vomitted all over. Alvin claims he's not drunk but I think he is cause he kept scolding cz. Andy was so so drunk that he laid flat on the floor, vomit and don't know what crap was he talking about. Mei Yun was drunk but thank goodness she stay in Yishun so sent her home.

Actually I think ai ke also a bit drunk. LOL! But still, must thank the following people:

1) My cutest ai ke and tricia for hosting the event
2) Carolyn for getting SO SO many people down
3) Ivan for getting SO SO many people down as well
4) Samuel Kuang for getting his ACS people down
5) Serene Tay for getting W36K down
6) Wei Cong and Sherman for coming down
7) Albert and Timothy!!! gosh, love you two guys loads. LOL
8) Timothy Foo for getting SP people down
9) Alvin for bringing his friends and the flowers
10) Leon's friend whom I don't know his name helping us to look after our things
11) The cab uncle who sends us there and send us home
12) Kiat for helping us at the end of the event

Ahhh... And the many many people. I am so so freaking sian. Zzz. Anyway, know alot of people today. And yes, Dr Lam is so shuai. =) Got to know 2 of ai ke's friend at the dancefloor. That Kelvin sounds not bad. Lol. Wahahaha! AND I COULDN"T RECOGNIZE HIM WHEN WE WERE AT THE CAFE. :x Oh man!!! Dancefloor and cafe looks different lahz. Say real, I can't remember his face again. LOL! Wait till I see him in school on Monday bahz, if ever meet him, see whether I can remember him anot.

Alberrrrttttt.... So sorry so sorry let you wait and wait. Finally over le, we can go do our things liao. Weee! Thanks for being so so patient with us. Wahahaha! Thanks thanks.

Btw, if you did not notice, I was interviewed by Straits Times and is featured in Straits Times saturday. =)

loves from anna-res

Friday, November 17, 2006

Understanding me

Am I suppose to give in each and every time? Am I not entitled to my own temper, own freedom? Why do they fail to understand me? Why am I always the one compromising? Maybe I shouldn't be nice anymore...


But still, thanks to alvin for listening to all my rants and complains whole day long. :x LOL! Thanks boy. =)

loves from anna-res

Thursday, November 16, 2006

2 more days to ClubYouthFest

Bah. Things cock up today. Damn damn damn stress!!! Eventually, bite my lips, I had to give in. Forget about it bahz. Don't wanna talk about it.

Today roadshow so so only. Sold 11 tickets. Lol! We are so so DEAD!!

Always at your darkest moment
It is good to know that someone out there cares

=)

Here's the lyrics for Daisy.

Daisy

Daisies were white
But overnight, I became a fighter
Battling against cancer in my daisy field

It’s all over, I thought it was
Miseries and pain seemed to rhyme together
But life is full of choices, not gifts
Acceptance was what I chose

Living each and every moment
Changing miseries and pain to happiness and smiles
I couldn’t hate heaven for making me ill
Because it showed me what’s life
It showed me the treasures in life
Myself, my family, my friends, everyone else

Daisies are still white
Because, I became stronger
Battling against cancer in my daisy field

It isn’t over after all
My illness isn’t hardship, it is the reality of life
It is my second chance in life
Life has only just began

Daisy was my mother's name. This event was initiated in memory of her and my aunt.

Many thanks to the people who saw the true meaning to it and supported me throughout:

My team -
Chengze
Leon
Julia
Siying
Saras

Special ones -
Daddy
Brother
Carolyn the superstar
Ernest aka ai ke, the funny emcee
Boonz still the most loyal friend I have in RP
W36K the best class in RP
Mr Soh and Mr Moh, the best bosses I can ever have
Choon Hou the best advisor I ever have
Albert the best "lao gong" [sorry boy for pang sei you many many times. give me 2 more days]

I think that's about it. Lol.

Here I hope everyone well especially ai ke!!! Who wants a gf for his birthday this december. Lol! Good luck.

=)

loves from anna-res

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

I miss those days...

Because it was those days that you were by my side. Because it was those days when I was the most vulnerable, you were by my side. Because it was those days when I was sick and tired, you made me smiled. Because it was those days I was able to laugh when fatigue. Because it was those days I thought I was dreaming everyday...

Because you were with me those days...

I thought he was my only love till I met you again and you changed everything.

Perhaps I have let you go. But I still you only in those days. You are a different man now.

Because of those days... I only want to live in memory.

loves from anna-res

Monday, November 13, 2006

星晴

乘着风游荡在蓝天边一片云掉落在我面前捏成你的形状随风跟着我一口一口吃掉忧愁载着你彷佛载着阳光不管到哪里都是晴天蝴蝶自在飞花也布满天一朵一朵因你而香试图让夕阳飞翔带领你我环绕大自然迎着风开始共渡每一天手牵手一步两步三步四步望着天看星星一颗两颗三颗四颗连成线背着背默默许下心愿看远方的星星否听的见看远方的星如果听的见它一定实现

This was the song Leonard sent me few months back. LOL. Accidentally, hearing it now and it reminds me of someone. Not nard though...

Read the last line. 看远方的星如果听的见它一定实现 is like talking about a guy whom I know. He seems far away yet he isn't too far away from my sight. If he ever heard what I said, I guess my dream would have came true.

But it doesn't matter now. =)

loves from anna-res

The legend of ai ke, xiao ke ai and durian head

Once upon a time, a girl known as mangosteen head aka ke ai asked durian head to be the emcee of ClubYouthFest. After a week, stupid durian head lost his spikes and was not confident of hosting the event. Mangosteen is very understanding, so she doesn't force him.

Mangosteen then went on a journey to search for emcees for her event. Search and search, find and find, ask and ask. Finally ke ai found ai ke and xiao ke ai!!! Woooooo!!! Mangosteen aka ke ai is so happy now. =)

loves from anna-res

Sunday, November 12, 2006

Yup, I have deleted my blog at calmpeace2 though I have blogged for like 2 years? It has shared with me my brightest and darkest moments. It had my glory, my achievements, my past, my happiness, my sorrows.

So why I deleted it? For the past 2 months I was trying to overcome my "depression" state and I thought maybe the best to do it, is to delete the blog, forget everything and live anew. So here's the birth of the new blog, a new story in my life.

Asian Paranormal Investigators - Charity Fundraise for Assisi Home

Today with Siying, Chengze, Charles, Richard and the members of API, we went for a charity investigation tour to several places.

1) Tysrall Avenue [former French embassy]
2) Mount Pleasant cemetery to see a former Opera singer's tomb
3) Bt Purmei, the tomb of a Sultan and his family
4) Changi Spirit tree

I shan't say what we saw because there will be a film on it in ClubYouthFest. So, no point for me to say so much now. But it was fun. :)

To dad and bro: Sorry for not telling you guys about this earlier. I was informed last minute as well. Love you 2 the most. =)

loves from anna-res

FEMEE

eneres
is
weird

MARTINI KISSES
babes & dudes

001: Arty Farty
002: Serene Tay
003: Hui Ling
004: Ernest
005: Muhe
006: Nelson
007: Shawn
008: Twin
009: Kingone
010: Jerome


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