thoughts and words
Wednesday, February 28, 2007
Jona is a stupid buddy

if he ever sees this, i bet he will kill me. ok. anyway, morning went over to his house to collect the teeshirt for exchange. and guess what? IT RAINED!

serene went out without an umbrella always. :( so yup. drenched, soaked and sick. then that stupid buddy never bring umbrella out of his house and still ask me man man lai. I AM IN THE RUSH!!! then make me walk in the rain and he never bring umbrella. :( so i made him walk back to his house and get umbrella for me!!! LOL

ok. so on my way to orchard and it rained heavily!!! haiz. sian. so anyway, went to revoltage to change his shirt. the 2 guys there not bad, quite old school boy look. but ain't my type. just flirt maybe bahz. hehehe! then i went back to office.

met chengze and yahui at office. then we finish up some work. weee! went to eat laksa before going home. now doing another poster for perfect potion. after perfect potion, we still have t-net camp, charity concert and many more. WEEE!!!

jia you jia you!

loves from anna-res

Tuesday, February 27, 2007
who would lend me his shoulder

just feeling very very lousy now.

woke up feeling so sick...

argued with father this morning.

and yet, am in office working.

just argued with chengze on some issues.

i don't understand. there are some things i simply don't understand.

why when some other staffs can happily say they got family problem, they got this problem, they got that problem, they don't have to come to work.

and their work? throw to me to do.

even when i have family problem, i am so bloody sick myself, i just have to do everything.

just that's because i am corporate communication director and not an executive.

i have already slogged through the roadshows, the cc event even how sick, how weak i was. i still had to put on a strong front forced myself to think when things coop up. Now that the events are over, all i just asked for is only time to recover from my sickness. AND NO. here i am working again. home is like that. work also like that.

where is my life?

mummy mummy tell me please. even that now i can get what i want, i am still not happy. i feel miserable actually. you know why? because i am just plain slogging away.

weiyang told me that "chiong for success is one thing, burning up your life and health until u got no more to enjoy the fruits of labour is another thing"

hahah! true. plain slogging doesn't work. but they just don't get it. you know? all along, this journey i am walking alone and always alone....


i am getting tired of this lonely journey...

loves from anna-res

Sunday, February 25, 2007
Thoughts...

just came back from dinner with keenlen (NP's lecturer), gabriel (former rp faci, now in SMU), jensen (rp's AA) and eddie (rp's faci). invited joanna, carol and choon hou as well but they couldn't make it. enjoyed the dinner, very fruitful, learnt alot of things.

was thinking of some issues they were talking about. especially what gab and jensen mentioned. it sounds nice to be an entrepreneur at 18 but at this position, it is also very stressful. Juggling between business, studies and family. Definately no time to think of having bf also.

i think i was also pretty stressed up with the stress i am having and yet i can't mentioned what. and it is also hard for you people to understand. there are times i really thought, why am i doing these when other 18 yr olds are playing and i can't.

ok. think and think. was chatting with weiyang about those issues. hahaha! you know, i really pity him lahz. always must bear with my stupid questions and stupid rantings. lol. but still, BIG THANK YOU to weiyang for listening.

also, a BIG BIG THANK YOU to the following people:

Eddy, Siying, Serene Tay, Hui Ling and Leon.

without you all, i think we could all just die. LOL. -choy-

loves from anna-res

Once a shifu always my respectable shifu

A bit shag as i just finished 2 events and have yet to get some sleep. Ok, never mind.

After Yew Tee CC's event ended successfully, went for lunch with Siying, Hui Ling and Jensen. Later tonight would be having a cny celebration. Jensen was asking me whether Choon Hou going a not. I have yet to tell him. How how? But jensen is right lahz. Sooner or later he will know. But i just don't want to leave a bad image in my shifu. I mean, i feel guilty for running out of my IG and doing events on my own. I just wanna try though... Haiz....

But anyway, i invited him. got turned down. I guess i'll wait for another opportunity to tell him what am i doing outside bahz.

but i will always remember, i will never walk this far if there isn't choon hou. if he has never brought me into entrepreneurship, i wouldn't even have what i have today.

loves from anna-res

Friday, February 23, 2007
Working so hard again

say, i have never been working so hard ever since 7th Startup. oh man. tonning whole night. = = LOL. serene did it again. the last she did that was for Cold Storage competition, when siying, muhe and me tonned the whole night to finish all the stupid thingy. 7th Startup ok lah. ok. to think of that, i think the last time i tonned whole day is eve of new year's eve. that time i pro ok? afternoon prepare for Step-up hip hop competition logistics, night went to zouk and ended up chatting with eddy and cz whole night. = = morning then reached home, new year's eve still went out with fren until wee morning. that is call pro? nah...

here's more pro... now waiting for the shelvings to dry, cz and eddy sleeping like shit, siying, tay and hui ling just left for home, leon and i after a walk and a coffee, we now typing all the way. LOL. waiting for lorry. hehe

21 feb 2007, wed

it all started on wednesday. cz's grandma passed on so logistics was up to me and eddy le. :x i reached dunlop st, threw my bag down, then walked to bugis street to look at the cupid's clothes, then walked to peace centre to rent mascot, then walked back to bugis street to get the costume, then walked to concourse to get the wings and back to dunlop street!!! I can't believe it lahz. i walked so much under the hot sun, for 3 hours. BLAHZ. after returning to dunlop st, i started pasting the samples and the magnets on to the fliers. :( did it alone until xin rui came to return me my camera. conned her to help me paste. weee!!! company. finally left office at 11pm and slept only at 2am. but having some back pain so can't slp. :'(

22 feb 2007, thurs

woke up at 8am, did a bit of work, waited for siying to come, and then here comes eddy and cz with the lorry. went to pick up ben, our logistics part-timer. then went to ikea get things and dropped it off at dunlop st. siying stayed indoor to look after the volunteers and to jaga edmund's things and wait for ian. eddy, cz and me went to get the costumes, hardware, tools, paint. blah. in the end, ian came only after i reached office. so good. hehe! :x ok. and then the volunteers did their work, while ben, eddy, siying and me started on the racks. leon came to help. chaos chaos. chop chop, hammer hammer, saw saw, paint paint until now...

blahz.

dead tired.

and guess what? i am reeked of paint and coffee cause i spilled coffee on myself. blah.

tired. goodnight.

1 hour of sleep is better than none.

-braindead-

saveSERENEcampaign

loves from anna-res

Thursday, February 22, 2007
Sick once again

serene is feeling damn bloody sick now and guess what?

i am waking up at 8.30am doing what? WORK!

omg. feeling awful.

when can i really rest well?

... ...

haiz...

suddenly miss her so so much.

would you hug me?

loves from anna-res

Why is serene still single

arrrggg... have to write one more time. HAIZ

ever thought why i am still single for so long? because of this word - PROFESSIONALISM.

how to date when i am so busy with this and that?

ok, yesh. i do date, but the guys don't understand.

i am just wondering, freaking why am i slogging through valentines' day when my staffs are happily celebrating their love, why am i slogging through chinese new year, scratching head, begging my friends for hip hop dance, running logistics, and even have to do hands on work when they are happily stuffing themselves with angpow and food.

am i the staff or am i the boss? i wonder sometimes...

I NEED A MORE COMPETENT TEAM.

and bear with it.

anywhere you go, be it my company or not, everyone is looking for PROFESSIONALISM.

and this comes with a huge price.

loves from anna-res

Wednesday, February 21, 2007
unrealistic feeling

ok... this feeling is back... once again.

the super unrealistic feeling, as if you are dreaming, yet you are not. and yet, you don't or can't recall whatever that has happened and it seems the world is revolving without you. i'm lagged!!!

ok... that is the unrealistic feeling and it is back.

oh man. pissed ok? got conned by some people. arrrggg!!

WHEN CAN I EVER GET MY CAMERA BACK?

ooopss.

ok... now waiting for eddy and chengze. 2 guys = super slow ok?

loves from anna-res

Tuesday, February 20, 2007
chinese new year 3rd day

i can't believe it. it is chinese new year 3rd day and why am i in my stupid office?

gosh. i realised that is 3 days holidays nia. grrr.

yesterday night went to watched movie again. yes. at cineleisure once again. i still don't understand why. i watched movie for 2 days, i still yet to see that just follow law. grrr. see later got anything to do or can pull anyone to go watch movie. i am so damn bored ok?

anyway, went to watch protege, that andy lau movie. nice. cause got daniel wu. hehe. i am not a bad fan of daniel wu but i just like guys with expressive eyes and have talents. hehehe!!! never mind. was discussing this with weiyang and he thinks i am crazy.

so i watched protege and guessed who i saw? TIMOTHY!!! why everywhere i go also see him de? = =

loves from anna-res

he is drop dead gorgeous and cute!!!

he is freaking irresistable.

PLEASE DON'T LOOK AT ME!!!

his eyes, his mazda 3. his harley davidson. AND THE WAY HE PLAYS ICE HOCKEY!!!!

gosh! please save me from him.

HE IS SIMPLY IRRESISTABLE.

= =

serene so wanna hug him...

too bad... ...

i can only dream of him. blah.

loves from anna-res

Monday, February 19, 2007
Happy new year, pull your year

blah. i don't like new years. time of hypocrites.

haven't been celebrating or done visiting for the past few years and this year isn't an exception.

But finally instead of rotting at home, i went out!!!

so anyway, spam dotty people. 25th feb 2007, sunday we having a pot luck session. if any of you people interested, can drop by my office at 64A Dunlop street.

and spam my bosses, my ex-bosses, my clients, my shifus new year messages too. Hehehe! and i have to say, out of the many, 2 of them have the most creative replies.

Don't have to guess, No.1 most creative reply is CONFIRM CHOP PLUS STAMP WITH LIFETIME WARRANTY... our dearest Jensen. = =

"yeah! yeah! may you be actively courted in the new year!"
and i can imagine Jensen's stupid laugh = =

ok... 2nd most creative reply is....... ........ ALBERT from TravelPAC.

"ok. thanks. you too. all the best. BE GOOD k. haha" = =
ooi ooi! what's the meaning of that ah albert? I all along very nice de only sometimes laugh you look like guo liang only. :p

Ok, i have very cute bosses around. Anyway, both jensen and albert are GEMINI!!!

Anyway, went to yi ma's house for lunch then went to cineleisure to meet godsisters for MOVIE!!! watched Dreamgirls and then went for Hong Kong cafe for dinner. Met some of my schoolmates there.

Then papa come and fetch me and gor gor. We went to uncle's house to PLAY MAHJONG! Hahahah! it is girl power! luck is extremely good for lynn and me. =p sorry eh uncle and gor gor. LOL!!!

-good luck good luck-

loves from anna-res

Friday, February 16, 2007
thanks

i am naggy. i know it.

so i shan't say it.

i realised serene have changed alot. she has learnt how to supress her feelings. she has learnt to work without emotions. but that's bad. not good for health.

and when serene wants to let it out, she couldn't find anyone. but now, she found someone.

thank you for always listening to me.

thanks for sharing.

thanks for being my punching bag.

thanks wy for everything. =)

loves from anna-res

Thursday, February 15, 2007
the day is here

1 year... officially one year...

loves from anna-res

Wednesday, February 14, 2007
Happy Valentines' Day

Spent my day in the microbiology lab doing some bacterial culturing with our ice cream. After that, went back to YSS to do some stuffs. It is a sad sad place. A love-hate relationship with that school. I love the schoolmates, quite hate the teachers. Because, there isn't a significant teacher I ever have there. But it was in YSS, i became buddies with Jona though we were primary school classmates. It was also there, I met wonderful friends like Angeline and Marilyn. =)

Anyway, went to Mac after that. Argued with the United Square management, waited for Leon to come, slack until 9pm+ at a coffeeshop, until Eddy came. Finalised everything.

Came back home, feeling bloody stress because of the junk my designer left me and PP isn't happy about the content. Thank goodness I do basic designing and photoshopping.

While doing the designing and feeling freaking emo, felt like crying but can't cry out, Zhao saved the night a bit. LOL! By chatting with me. We were talking about my blog stuff, making me more emo. But still can't cry out. Pathetic. Bottled and bottled, still there. = = Talked about what Lee Soo Miang mentioned this afternoon. Then talked about why 1 year passed so fast. Yeah... Then chat about what is success?

So what is success???

Realised one year really passed that fast and have achieved tons of things.

1) 7th Startup@Singapore finalist. Only polytechnic team and only fashion product in top 5
2) Elevator Pitch at Club Momo. Only polytechnic team, only youth team and was 2nd
3) Champions of Pushcart for Youthepreneur
4) Featured on CNA, Today, NewsRadio 93.8FM, Lianhe ZaoBao for Youthepreneur
5) Featured on Business Times for promoting young entrepreneurs
6) Featured on Sunday Times for neighbourhood enterprise
7) Branched Dotbox into events management from education consultancy
8) Fulfilled 1st dream, help Assisi Home & Hospice
9) Got selected into Eureka ExCo but have resigned
10) And most probably knowing all the fantastic people I met, my partners Chengze and Leon, my colleagues, my clients, the performers, my supporters, W36K, ai ke, julia.

Mummy, be proud ok? Keep your head high cause I am going to achieve MORE!
-hint- give me someone nice lahz... :x

loves from anna-res

Tuesday, February 13, 2007
Eureka? Eureka... EUREKA!

gosh.

should i stay or leave?

REALLY SUAY SUAY let me say, I got in le.

and they have their stupid briefing on wednesday.

= =

loves from anna-res

Sunday, February 11, 2007
Loads of emotions

with the festives coming up, v.day, chinese new year, school holidays.

my amount of stress intensity increases.

things to be done within the holidays:

1) Professional Profiling (DIE DIE MUST COMPLETE)
2) FYP (Die die must finish formulating and shelving life so that can start marketing once semester starts)
3) Complete my Perfect Potion roadshow
4) Complete my Charity Youth Concert
5) Conceptualise and ready to rock and roll for my Marina Square roadshow
6) Eureka symposium ( i wish they didn't pick me, if they do, I AM SO SO TIED UP)

sob sob... poor serene. so much to do.

everything is building up inside me. lol.

all i want is someone nice, pat me on my head say "good job, Serene!".

Ok... ignore me. I am insane now.

Blah

Why am i working so hard in dotty????

someone tell me please.

loves from anna-res

Valentines Day

Ok. Have read tay's blog and saw the post on who's the special someone whom will date her out.

Guess what? I started thinking who's my special someone too.

Got pang sey by Dotbox people, ended up having dinner with Eddy as we both were the last to leave. So anyway, something he said during dinner, reminds me of Valentine's day.

To be frank, several guys have asked me out. I have rejected all of them. Stupid? LOL. Nope. Just leaving that day for someone else. But Valentine's day reminds me of someone...

my mum. I realised all these years, I spent my Valentine's day either at home with her or in hospital with her.

Especially last year's v.day, the most crucial period. I guess heaven was graceful enough to let her leave only slightly after v.day.

But back to someone special. It actually refered to 2 person.

1) my mum
2) HIM

I think and think, I seriously don't know how am I going to date him out. And the more I think, I think this year, I would just stay at home and sleep bahz. He may be once miracle, doesn't mean he is always a miracle.

blahz. don't ask me anything now. confused ok?

-mixed-

anyway, it's YOU! stupid...

loves from anna-res

Friday, February 09, 2007
Get Lost, Jerkfaces

MAI-A-HEE MAI-A-HUMAI-A-HO MAI-A-HA-HAMAI-A-HEE MAI-H-HUMAI-A-HO MAI-A-HA-HAMAI-A-HEE MAI-A-HUMAI-A-HO MAI-A-HA-HAMAI-A-HEE MAI-H-HUMAI-A-HO MAI-A-HA-HA

Hello 去死
你還在等什麽
是你錯 沒能夠阿 把自己變成白痴
愛你 是個錯 已經不會再錯
沒什麽 轉身以後 我會練成護體神功

看見 JERKFACES 我SHOO-A-SHOO-A-SHOO
我SHOO-A-SHOO-A-SHOO
SHOO-A-SHOO-A-SHOO-A-SHOO
膽怯只會讓自己更憔悴可怕也是為對付你
一個人過也不怕不怕啦
霸氣當棉被
不怕不怕不怕啦
再看見你 我就當看不見
看見你我就會瞎眼

Hello 去死
你還在等什麽
是你錯 沒能夠阿 把自己變成白痴
愛你 是個錯 沒機會可以再錯下去
沒什麽 轉身以後 我會練成護體神功

看見 JERKFACES 我SHOO-A-SHOO-A-SHOO
我SHOO-A-SHOO-A-SHOO
SHOO-A-SHOO-A-SHOO-A-SHOO
膽怯只會讓自己更憔悴可怕也是為對付你
一個人過也不怕不怕啦
霸氣當棉被
不怕不怕不怕啦
再看見你 我就當看不見
看見你我就會瞎眼

MAI-A-HEE MAI-A-HUMAI-A-HO MAI-A-HA-HAMAI-A-HEE MAI-H-HUMAI-A-HO MAI-A-HA-HAMAI-A-HEE MAI-A-HUMAI-A-HO MAI-A-HA-HAMAI-A-HEE MAI-H-HUMAI-A-HO MAI-A-HA-HA

看見 JERKFACES 我SHOO-A-SHOO-A-SHOO
我SHOO-A-SHOO-A-SHOO
SHOO-A-SHOO-A-SHOO-A-SHOO
膽怯只會讓自己更憔悴可怕也是為對付你
一個人過也不怕不怕啦
霸氣當棉被
不怕不怕不怕啦
再看見你 我就當看不見
看見你我就會瞎眼

loves from anna-res

Holiday

The much awaited... HOLIDAY is here!!!

I love holidays!!!

=)


tell me that i am the happiest girl on earth

loves from anna-res

Thursday, February 08, 2007
please stop it!

As the day approaches, memories of that incident just keeps coming back.

The dark aisle, the distinctive sound of coughing and breathing, the drags from my sneakers and the commotion from a ward, desperately trying to revive a patient... my mum. From the moment they closed the curtains, I realised reality is suddenly so real. I knew she wouldn't make it and just moments ago, I was still talking to her.

The period of time, my struggles, my tireness. Everything still remains in me.


i miss you so...

loves from anna-res

Wednesday, February 07, 2007
I love ice cream

Today started our FYP. Started on how to formulate ice cream and guess what? Our mango ice cream simply taste nice.

=)

I love my team!!! We simply rocks! Way to go Jona, Chengze, Siying!!!

loves from anna-res

Tuesday, February 06, 2007
Happy happy

But no one for me to share the joy with... except that wood block brother of mine. :x

Anyway, I have been to many conference and talks before. And the most recent one was in RP, for Startup@Singapore, talk by Lee Junior. But the one that really inspires me was the time I attended this talk at NUS last September. The speakers were tenCUBE boss who is a fellow 7th Startup@Singapore participant, Elim Chew, Freddy Lim from MeowMoo, NYDC's boss.

I was thinking to myself, why am I always the one attending these talks. Will there be a day, I am the one giving the talk? When will be that day. I asked. And from then on, I worked very hard in Dotbox.

Guess what? MY OPPORTUNITY IS HERE!!!

Nanyang Girls' Watch out for SERENE YEO!!!

loves from anna-res

Sunday, February 04, 2007
Busy week

wo... never update so long le. have been very busy these few days. sorry sorry.

anyway, yesterday's meeting got so many interesting things. we have 3 new people joining us. Welcoming Jona, Glendon and Yandao.com's gf. LOL! Don't know her name. :x

So anyway, i took up 2 more projects aside my roadshow coming next next fri. Please go down and support. Going to be darn busy. :x Yesterday after working, went dinner with eddy, cz and glendon. The more i see glendon, the more i tink of my sec school geo teacher. LOL! I think he and cz look alike, they two like brothers like that. Ok, anyway guys, I really had fun with you all. =)

Just one more thing. Let me rant it out. LOL! I would have never started out in Dotbox if it wasn't for you. Because I have Dotbox, I don't have you. And this will always be the same and will never change. Sorry, i will never let you be here.

loves from anna-res

Saturday, February 03, 2007
Serene is crazy. save her!

ahhhh... i don't know why am i writing this darn entry

but i wanna say.

i really really miss him alot!

:x

loves from anna-res

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