thoughts and words
Sunday, September 30, 2007
=) =)

yst was a long long day. zzz. early in the morning, went to meet ivan and keith. talked about my new webby. cz is currently on his long long break, so only left with me and dotbox. hehe. i shall jia you! cz, i will wait for you to come back.

so went to meet ivan and keith, talked about the webbie and went to see some site location. then meet jereme and did some site recee. met jo and jereme to start planning on new events. met mag. had dinner with them.

loves from anna-res

Friday, September 28, 2007
lovey dovey

wahahahah. jus finished tsubasa. cool cool. mokona is cute!!!

yst was a fun fun day in sch. :p class isn't that bored cause got fun classmates. finally. i hope everyday is thurs. tues also not bad. got alan(lim) in class too. fun fun fun. =)

yst after school went out with yahui. suppose to meet jonathan but meeting him on sat instead. went to eat 1A curry puff!!! then we went to watsons walk walk, went to perfume shop. weee. so long nvr go out with classmates. fun fun.

went home orh orh. slept until close to 9pm then nicky called. met him in yishun, went makan. just that morning, he was telling me how nice and bright the moon is going to be. then we saw it last night! LOL. cool cool.

early in the morning alan(lim) came to IM me. chey. i thought what he wants. so nice. invite me to his POLITE game. okie. no problem. jia you! i will bring my darling along. =)

loves from anna-res

Tuesday, September 25, 2007
tuesday

today is not bad a day. pearly is quite fun. today same team as luke and alan(lim). i know alan's twin brother!!! hehe.

had skit in class today. then went to hala hala ian a bit cause ask him help me print poster. hehe! my "daddy" is nice guy ok? he offered to bring it down to me tonight since i need it tomorrow. wahahahah.

continue slacking in class, then eric and wenjie also need help printing poster. after school, met jona went makan and walk walk a bit. am meeting ian and cz only at 9pm at amk hub. blah. so late so long. so we slacked at the park up the hill a bit. then realised is moon cake festival!!! walked over to take bus around 8+pm to amk hub. met cz at the bus stop. so qiao. wahahahha. guess wat "daddy" says? he say my designing and photoshop has improved! weee. of course. ian teaches well. and i got learn from a tiny little bit from alan also de lorz. i am observant. :p

poster turned out well. -proud-

wish me luck! =)

loves from anna-res

monday

monday blues. woke up at 8+am cause jona called say want pon. in the end he also nvr pon. zzz. then woke up again at 9+, david ask me go down help out. i orh orh orh, in the end woke up at 10+am, darling call me say she pon. so i woke up brush teeth, wash up, packed, then went to woodlands. called jona out for lunch, then we went walk walk at causeway point before going back to sch with him.

went to IT helpdesk to collect darling's lappy while i did my PP poster. left sch at ard 3, went to causeway point get fyp ingredients. slept all my way on the bus to tpac. again new guy. zzz. finished my poster in the office then talked abit with albert. went over to boon keng for dinner. ahh. full full. nice pu tien food. on the way home, alan called me. then chat with him the whole way. hehe. at least have one day no need to day dream while walking home.

that day mr chia was telling me abt ghost stories in army. he say if i know any guys whom have finished army, i should go ask them for stories. hehe. so i asked alan. not bad. got quite a few interesting ones. =)

loves from anna-res

Sunday, September 23, 2007
nice song

爱错
王力宏

北风好不留情
把叶子吹落坠落
的它他选择的逃脱
叶子失去小心
风才感觉寂寞
整个冬天
北风的痛没人能说
我从来没想过
我会这样做
从来没爱过所以爱错
我从那里起飞
从那里降落
多少不能原谅的错却不能从来过

翻开回忆角落
忘记的生活
以为幸福都可以掌握
仔细回味当初那个故事背后
喔原来是我
犯下从没真的爱错
我从来没想过
我会这样做
从来没爱过所以爱错
我从那里起飞
从那里降落
多少不能原谅的错却不能从来过...
真的受未你的世界
喔...找不会那些感觉
其实我不想到别
那些过去
我从来没想过
我会这样做
从来没爱过(从来没有爱过那么认的)
我从那里起飞从那里降落(降落)
多少不能原谅的错却不能从
从来没想过
我会这样做从来没爱过(爱过)
所以爱错(所以爱错)
从那里起飞(爱错爱错爱错baby)
从那里降落
多少不能原谅的错
请你原谅我的爱错

loves from anna-res

fun day again

yst was homeclub party.

firstly, happy birthday to joanna!!! and sakinah!

people at homeclub are lovely. especially that quiet cute guy whom i thought he was a dao kia. but as the night went on, thought he was much friendly than others. =)

yst was totally crazy. was at the reception with ivan(chang). was pretty boring initially cause little crowd. so i shuttle between finding jl and jona with reception table.

tiffy and her fren came!!! happening! weeee! finally i get to club with tiffy. and i got to know 2 more new frens. amanda and doris. intro them to the guys, so that the 2 girls can help me entertain the guys while i am stuck with ivan. LOL. i tink my reception there got some errors lah. stupid ivan nvr bring mouse and i had no laptop with me. never mind.

then during my break, went in to find the guys. =) then we drank a bit, waited for the girls to come back and then we hit the DANCEFLOOR! omg omg omg. i tink i found the right people to come le lahz. they were all so a bunch of crazy people. they are happening!!! wahhahaha. then we sang happy birthday song to sakinah. seriously, i don't really like to club lorz. but 1st time ever in my life, i really enjoyed it like siao. perhaps because the people i was with are the people whom i am close with. weee!

after our event ended, pulled ivan in as well. the dancefloor only left those 18 yrs and above. and only my group was dancing. me, cz, tiffy, sakinah, jl, jona, ivan, eddy. i love them loads man. we rock totally. we were plain crazy. esp jona and jl. they 2 like monkeys like tat. then the DJ even came down to dance with us. LOL.

a pity nicky didn't make it. otherwise it would have been more happening!!! after that we left the club around 4+am. carried all the logistics back. so much to carry. walked over to mac at raffles place. makan there. guess who i saw??? latha and shamili!!! sec sch frens. LOL. so anyway, we slacked at mac till 6am then took cab back. cz with jeremy. me, jl and jona. tiffy, sakinah and ivan. and all the logistics were with me. = = thanks jl for helping me with the logistics. lol. he quite pro-ling ok. after dancing so madly all night, he still had energy to carry everything back for me. :x LOL. 2 acrylic displays, 2 pull up banners and extension cords.

lastly, thanks ivan for helping out at the reception. thanks jeremy and jo for the wonderful crowd. thanks tiffy for helping out with accounts. thanks jona, jl and eddy with the logistics. =)

loves from anna-res

Saturday, September 22, 2007
fun day!

yst had no sch but still woke up very very early in the morning. made my way to tpac to help out in the store. they have so so so many orders that they can't cope. phew. worked from morning to evening. happening man. had fun working with them once again. mr chia was telling me ghost stories from army days. lol.

around in the noon, wasn't really pleased with what someone said. lucky i have jona by my side. =) thanks buddy. argued with cz again. don't know what happened. why he accused me of saying things to her. WHEN DID I EVER. paul say this paul say that. he say u listen. i say u don't. why the fuck, he doesn't even dare to talk to me? weird people. can't be bothered.

in the evening, albert see me sian sian asked me to join him and his frens for karaoke session. didn't want to feel left out so i asked nicky along. thank goodness i asked nicky along cause albert's frens left early. it would have been so so odd if only left 2 of us. didn't really sing yst. albert say i was just niaming the lyrics. nicky offered me a job as his sai-gong. = =

can you believe it? we finished 1 bottle of martell. wootz. but still could walk properly lah. where will i be drunk so fast. anyway, thanks loads, albert and nicky for the company. soon around 3am+ albert left. so only left nicky. LOL. we stayed for awhile more till 4am. damn cool. then we were at lucky chinatown. LOL. met a drunkard around there whom kept chasing us wanting to vomit on us. = = damn stoopid lah. then we 2 run run run. damn drama lorz. ok, u won't want to know what happened next. but anyway, we walked to central then went home. too bad he stays at tampines. so far.

but still, thanks for the crazy night.

loves from anna-res

truth and the past

recently i have uncovered some truths
something i shouldn't know at all
perhaps it was a coincident...
for me to know and find out
it was shocking when he admited it
because all along i believed in him
perhaps it is half truth?
he asked me whether i will still accept him
after knowing his past
well... yes, i will
i know he is struggling now
but no matter what he chooses
i will still be happy for him

loves from anna-res

Wednesday, September 19, 2007
i was in my past

suddenly i thought i was living in my past for the past 3 days. LOL. partly because of the people i met.

was at clariant on monday and tuesday. tuesday was their opening ceremony. was glad it was good. thanks the interns for their help, and i made new friends. xuan hao, kaiwen and zhirong. =) and guess who i met in clariant? jinlong. that's why i say, for awhile i thought i was living in my past. he hasn't changed much. he is still the same and i am glad that he is. everything seemed so familiar. the messages. the concern. and his well wishes. still the same. how time flies. so fast it has been a year...

at night, when to muhe's concert in nafa. miss him so so so much. it has also been a year since i last saw him. even though i have heard him on cello before when he performed for us, this is the 1st time i see him on a stage. finally after he asked me to go so so so so many times, i went. and i am glad that i went. he also. hasn't changed much. he is lovely!!! after his concert, went to eat tau huay, drank 2 cups of soy milk and then we talked for quite long then went home.

today went to food lab to do ice cream. morning still quite ok lah. the more i do, the more pain i felt in my stomach. finally after lunch, i really bth le. i thought i could just collaspe in the food lab. thank goodness got cz, darling and buddy around!!! yukata. and buddy was so nice. =) he sent me home. thanks buddy. i appreciate it alot.

anyway, i am on facebook. hahaha. i only have 4 friends. so if u are on facebook, do add me. =) anyway, darling sent me a fluff(fren). so cute. i adopted a tofu because it is cute!!! and simple. LOL. jona named it for me. guess it's name. i laughed when i saw it. it's call bei chi wo tofu. LOL




a mirror shows truth.
it can reveal the ugly side of you.

loves from anna-res

Tuesday, September 11, 2007
secret uncovered

saturday was at ymca for some stoopid conference. hmmm... kinda boring. though had company of paul, cz and nora. nora please smile more. =) hurts to see a bubbly girl so sad. you still have us with you. nicky sibei dua pai. suppose to reach at 1.15pm, he reached only close to 3. LOL. anyway, as usual, his talk was fun. so after conference went out with him and the guys to orchard. walked a bit. talked alot. ate abit. jiemei, thanks for the advice. and the little help. =)

sunday rotted at home, spent my whole day sakuraing. am so engrossed with the anime. I SIMPLY LOVE IT.

today quite a slacky day. suppose to meet alan and winson at IP. lol. but in the end pang sey them. sorry sorry. did a bit of work. met up with cz and paul. more work. zzz. went to woodlands library rotted a bit. borrowed a book. haven't start on it yet.

i've stumbled on to something today... online. a secret. discovered something private about him. LOL. i guess i shouldn't say much. but this verifies wat he told me was true.

can quite guess what's the ending between him and that girl cause he told me a bit. and for the girl, all i can say, it might be infaturation because at that point of time, he happened to be there. just like what happened to me and wind. he was just nice, there, when i thought i have lost everything. and somehow, i thought i really loved him. but who knows? perhaps she really loved him?

anywhere, i found this damn sweet song in her blog.

=)

all about you
金莎

在一个人相遇的时候
我不该想起你
月亮照在深深的海底
我快不能呼吸
一个人躲在冷冷潮湿的房间里
我可能相信
忽冷的哭泣
又快想到你
在一个人相遇的时候
我开始想起你
月亮照在深深的海底
我就快要窒息
不能在一个潮湿的黑暗的房间里
我可能相信
忽冷的哭泣
不能忘记你
i believe i believe
someday you be later with me
我的心丢掉了你
还有什幺能相信
i believe 我相信
someday you're stay with me
直到某年某天i can be you love
it's all about you

loves from anna-res

Monday, September 10, 2007
long weeek

yeah, i guess i haven't been updating for quite long. hmmm... did much.

have been quite a dazed mode recently. don't ask me why. but seems like i thought i have been having it for quite awhile, but i seemed to have lost it. or rather, it's different now.

i think probably i was trapped between past, present and future again. sometimes i really feel i want to stay in the past for as long as i can. perhaps is because i can't see what's my future is bah. yeah, u can say i am afraid of the future.

i realised the more i grow, the more i "hate" the people around me. i think i am keeping more and more to myself. you know there are times, u really hate opening up because even u did so, the person doesn't understand you, so why should u even do that. you get more hurt. don't u?

i only wish that things were simple?

loves from anna-res

Wednesday, September 05, 2007
super busy week

super super busy months coming ahead. am preparing for 2 events coming up. yesterday went to meet a client at jurong. GUESS WHO I SAW??? jinlong. apparently his industrial attachment is in the company which i am going to do an event with. OMG OMG. lol. ok. cool cool.

anyway, have been spending time with my team mates. monday, nicky came over to my office to make some noise. work was pretty good. dinner at amk hub with the gang.

yesterday was ok. went to mediacorp to support bangjun. bangzhi's bro. ok lah. nothing impressive. only like ivy lee. hehe. and tay ping hui. LOL. and pan ling ling stays near me. i know where is pan ling ling's house. hehe. went home, then met the girls for some chat. hehe. =)



*enjoying every moment I have*
*leaving it in my memories*
*so that there's always you in me*

loves from anna-res

Monday, September 03, 2007
hp spoil

oh man. hp spoil. damn sian. now using back my sony ericsson.

dreamt of my mum again. the whole dream seems so real. seems like telling me something. or perhaps i am just thinking too much? eh? LOL.

but the feeling with them was damn good. makes u feel very bless.

finally finish watching coffee prince. lol. makes me think of something recently. hehe. my ex bball captain got married recently. she's 23. and her husband is 30. LOL. then heard that cz's good fren also got married. she's 19 this year and he is 28? hmm... seems like people like to get married young recently? and to older guys. LOL. what's cool about an older guy? mature? rich? LOL? nahz... i still think it's the chemistry that is important. and perhaps when he is able to give a sense of security. perhaps there is where maturity comes in? LOL. ok, i guess now i know why darling always wants to look for guys who are damn old.

but i think usually the guys around the age wants to get married soon? unless the girls don't have much thoughts in their future bah, then they can get married comfortably? hmmm... ok. random thoughts. guess what? my mum didn't really marry young though. but my dad is 8 yrs older than her. hmmm... LOL.

ok ok. it's night. no wonder. i am THINKING TOO MUCH. arrrgggg.

but why do these older guys like younger girls? won't they find us immature? and childish? i wonder...

loves from anna-res

Saturday, September 01, 2007

温柔
五月天


走在风中今天阳光突然好温柔
天的温柔地的温柔像你抱著我
然后发现你的改变孤单的今后
如果冷该怎么渡过
天边风光身边的我都不在你眼中
你的眼中藏著什么我从来都不懂
没有关系你的世界就让你拥
有不打扰是我的温柔
不知道不明了不想要为什么我的心
明明是想靠近却孤单到黎明
不知道不明了不想要为什么我的心
那爱情的绮丽总是在孤单里
再把我的最好的爱给你
不知不觉不情不愿又到巷子口
我没有哭也没有笑因为这是梦
没有预兆没有理由你真的有说过
如果有就让你自由

loves from anna-res

super busy week and am officially drained

sunday just finished an event. sianz. tuesday had to hand in Professional Profiling and SAC's module crafting. chiong till siao on monday though super dead tired after event.

tuesday continued chionging the stupid module and hand in PP. went to toa payoh to teach some k1 kids science. i like this boy call justyn. he is ultra cute. he sticks to me like as if he is my son. LOL. then after toa payoh had a meeting with yalin then went over to clementi to find scottz. and omg! scottz will only be back home at 10.30pm. zzz. so i waited for him until 10.30pm.

went to school for fyp on wed. went home sleep after tat. finally can slp a bit.

thurs suppose to go down to office but ended up in NLB drenched because tiffy and cz not going down. sianz. so i went to NLB, finish up my PP, sent, did some work, msn and waited till 3+pm then finally remembered i am suppose to meet kenny. = = so i took bus to somerset, met paul then went to meet kenny at cine. guess what? kenny is my sec sch good fren and ex-colleague whom happens to be paul's pri sch good fren. so in the end, cz and tze wei joined us for movie as well. and guess what? tze wei knows paul. LOL. ok. is an ultra linkage thing. so yup, went to watch evan almighty then had dinner. kenny going to china soon. awww... and guess what? kenny is still as cool as ever.

and today, i am super pek chek. because whole day i got so misunderstood. no, i do not have loads of IgE. but am really misunderstood. morning, made my way to marina square. cool. chocolate team to pei me. *happy* then edmund(RP) came also. liesbet mistook us just because i said hi to him. = = then edmund keep asking me about benjamin when i don't really speak to him. HOW WOULD I KNOW HOW IS HE??? *note, edmund and benjamin is in the same class, idiotic right?* ok, then ice cream demo. talked to people. answered questions. alan came down support. then more free ice cream. ended about 6pm then went off. went to suntec to makan.

after makan, cz insisted on going to connection night and he dumped his stupid bag with me. WTH!!! i didn't go cause i wore very casual. then nicky called me asked me want supper a not. happens that he was in somerset and i was in dhoby gaut. so we met at dhoby gaut. he didn't go connection night as well cause initially he was suppose to meet supplier but that supplier put his aeroplane. so nicky had his dinner, and my supper. then paul called said he was around the area. matthew called asked want to chill out at 800+ anot. so ok. but had to wait for that stupid cz. so nicky and i walked PS and cathay for don't know how long until we sat there stoning, looking at guys. LOL. then finally we decided to go find cz at smu. gosh. big mistake. i think. was suppose to be a silent appearance become grand appearance. OMG. and tat stoopid ken. = = wa lau. so many things to say. nicky and i are jie mei cannot mehz. 1 guy + 1 girl = couple mehz. omg. since the last connection night i went till now lorz, they still saying. DOTS.

worst. paul came to pick us up because we going to meet matthew. wa. sad. even more misunderstanding. -jumps down-

ok. dun want say le. haiz. NO!!!!

loves from anna-res

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