thoughts and words

Ok. Have read tay's blog and saw the post on who's the special someone whom will date her out.

Guess what? I started thinking who's my special someone too.

Got pang sey by Dotbox people, ended up having dinner with Eddy as we both were the last to leave. So anyway, something he said during dinner, reminds me of Valentine's day.

To be frank, several guys have asked me out. I have rejected all of them. Stupid? LOL. Nope. Just leaving that day for someone else. But Valentine's day reminds me of someone...

my mum. I realised all these years, I spent my Valentine's day either at home with her or in hospital with her.

Especially last year's v.day, the most crucial period. I guess heaven was graceful enough to let her leave only slightly after v.day.

But back to someone special. It actually refered to 2 person.

1) my mum
2) HIM

I think and think, I seriously don't know how am I going to date him out. And the more I think, I think this year, I would just stay at home and sleep bahz. He may be once miracle, doesn't mean he is always a miracle.

blahz. don't ask me anything now. confused ok?

-mixed-

anyway, it's YOU! stupid...