thoughts and words

busy busy for the past few days. i bet you would never guessed who i met on wed night, on my home. LOL. wind. it has been so long, and i see him once more. this time round, i could face him and smile happily. because i am proud to say, it's all over. no more feelings for him. weee! =)

i spent the bloody night coughing and coughing. coughed out my dinner somemore. went for service learning training yesterday. i think i hid my emotions well. i bet none of them ever knew what i was doing. was on the way home on the bus today. i don't know why, i had a sudden urge to run home and hug my mummy, i have lots of things to tell her. but of course, i didn't.

ever since mummy left, there isn't anyone else for me to hug... except my snoopy. but too bad, he can't stroke my hair like what she does. he can't comfort me like how she does. sometimes, i just wish i could hug someone and have my hair stroke.

but nonetheless... this is a feeling of emptiness.