thoughts and words

ok... get it? granted permission to laugh, so go ahead and laugh all you want now.

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STOP. no more laughing.

i finally finished up my spying work and got the answer . sometimes ignorance is blissed lahz. but my suspicions are confirmed. not bad eh? i trust my gut feeling de ok? girls has 6th sense especially i am a cancerian.

anyway, taught me a lesson? perhaps. somehow or rather, there will always be someone who is better than you. or maybe because, i failed to abide to the rule no.1, if you want to play, never ever fall in love in this game. LOL! ah, this is all some lame shit. ok. who the heck knows he is a player too. god damn it.

but aiyah, no point doing anything now. cause no more time to play these stupid games anymore. i am FREAKING tired of it.

moral of the story: DON'T BE A PLAYER.

ok. end.

this internet connection is getting on my nerve. FUCKED UP! sorry... loads of vulgarities. not in a mood today. fyp is freaking eating alot of my time. reached office late cause i took wrong bus. then at office damn screwed up. LOL!

but things were better when cz and i met jensen for dinner. =) thanks jensen, have enjoyed it. then went to meet leon and supposingly jl but that guy always freaking late. is it that guys who stay in yishun are always late? ok. so anyway went off with hj first and met old schoolmates on the train and we had a great laugh.

now i am going really crazy, trying to draw stupid floorplans out of snoopy's pee-ed white paper and primary school pencil with fungus. anyway, drawing isn't my forte. my art was always drawn by my mum or my bro. :x LOL! bro slping le and mum isn't around, no one can help me draw. sadded.