thoughts and words

Tuesday, July 31, 2007

Sugar daddies... are there any out there?

ok... there was this weird guy who messaged me in friendster asking me whether i want a job. i thought, cool? why not see what he has to offer. then he asked me whether am i interested to be a sugar babe. i was thinking, sugar babe? model? it sounds like one to me...

LOL! guess what? just take a look at the following convo:

matrix wrote:
this is matrix
The agent....
wonder if you are looking for part-time job??
Easy and fun... flexi working hours... very good pay...!
Replay if keen to try!!

Cheers..
Matrix

Serene wrote:
as?

matrix wrote:
Hi...
work as sugar babe..... is simple and fun......
will get at least $50 per hour.....
Please reply if keen to try....
May i know your age? height? weight?

Serene wrote:
what is sugar babe?
19yrs, 157cm, 39kg

matrix wrote:
hi hi Serene... is so simple... you will take care of a guy who is assigned to you as sugar dad, rich and educated.... you will hangout with him for short hours for dinner... movie... coffee..or drink.... thats all...it will be once or twice a week.....Payment in cash to you......May i know you open minded? smoke? or drink??

This is good job as you can arrange your outing time with him... can be anytime... as you wish.......Many poly girls are doing it for good $$$$.....The sugar dad will take care of you financially......Please let me have your hp no... will contact you via sms... for more details.....

so how... anyone interested to be a sugar babe? or interested to be my sugar daddy? :p i'm sure i can find better ones than the ones he find.

loves from anna-res

Monday, July 30, 2007

Blogthings!

ok... am too bored in class... so i am playing blogthings.

Your Ideal Marriage Proposal Is

New Years, at the crack of midnight, under a windstorm of confetti.

What's" Your Ideal Marriage Proposal?

You Are Picky When it Counts

Like most sane women, you want a great guy who will treat you well.But you're also willing to put up with a few flaws in your Mr. RightYou should congratulate yourself on having a realistic approach to dating.You probably have quite a few great guys you can date!

Are You Too Picky When It Comes To Men?

You Make a Good First Impression

You probably are making a much better impression than you realize.Social situations can be a bit awkward for you at times, and you tend to over think what you say and do.If you make a social faux pas, you remember it a lot longer than anyone else does.
Just relax and do your best. There are little things you can do to improve your social image.Express more of an interest in the people around you, and be a good listener.The secret of fascinating people is that they find everyone else fascinating!

What Kind of First Impression Do You Make?

You Are Confident and Secure

You are practically immune to insecurity and self doubt.You're comfortable with who you are, and if someone doesn't like you - that's not your problem.Some people think you're too confident, but that's just their insecurities shining through.Your confidence carries you through your worst moments, because you know you'll always come out fine.

Are You An Insecure Girl?

You are a Playful Date

Your dating philosophy?"Fun first, romance later"You rather scream on a roller coaster...Then stare in to some guy's eyes over dinner.
Guys to look for:Men with humorous profiles and quirky interestsSure that business suit guy may look boring...But if he likes snowball fights, give him a try

What Kind of Dating Diva Are You?

You Are a Fierce Femme

You have a wild side, and you aren't afraid to bring it out when the time is right.But you also know when to hang back and keep your "crazy chick" persona in check.In fact, some of your friends may be surprised to find out how far you can take it...You may look mild mannered, but it's all an act!

Are You a Daring Woman?

You Should Be In Atomic Kitten

Cute and stylish - you're the perfect little pop package.Oh, and you can sing a little too :-)

What Girl Group Should You Be In?

You'll Find Love Online

Dating in meatspace is way too complicated and time consuming for youYou rather find a ton of guys at the click of a buttonSo go on, and have some fun in your online dating adventureJust make sure perfectguy@mrright.com is who he says he is

Where Will You Find Your Dream Guy?

You'll Find a Boyfriend Within 3 Months

Maybe you need a bit more time to get over an exOr maybe you need a confidence boost to talk to new guysEither way, you'll find a boyfriend in time...As long as you keep getting out there and meeting new guys

When Will You Meet Your Next Boyfriend?

Your Toes Should Be Dark Red

Sexy and a little dangerous, you give off a totally vampy vibe.
Your flirting style: Straight forward and seductive
Your ideal guy: Powerful and a little intimidating
Stay away from: Mama's boys

What Color Should Your Toenails Be?

You've Got a Bit of a Crush

Maybe your guy friend is a crush of convenience - easy enough to happenDid you just break up with someone? Or are you more lonely than usual?If no to both, then this small crush could be the real deal.Find out if he feels the same - because he just might!

Are You Crushing on Him (And Don't Even Know It)?

You Are a Friendly Flirt!

You are quite the flirt, but you don't flirt with just anyone.And you hardly ever get caught, because your flirting seems so friendly.You've got a good thing going. Tons of friends, both guys and girls.And if you do decide to flirt, hardly anyone's the wiser. Pretty trick!

What Kind of Flirty Girl Are You?

Not a Girl, Not Yet a Woman

Inside you've got the passion and ideals of a teenagerAnd your intensity for life is what attracts most of the men you dateYou also like to party - and quite often you're the life of the partyYou've brought the best of your younger years with you... at least most of the time.

Are You A Girl Or a Woman?

Your Scent is Key Lime

Sassy, real, and totally smoothYou're a total flirt who's always ready for a challenge!

What's" Your Girl Smell?

You Should Be With an Air Sign!

Your best match is a Gemini, Libra, or Aquarius
Why? You crave excitement and playful banterOnly an Air Sign can match your wit - and keep you on your toesAs for fun, an Air Sign guy will show you plenty� with tons of surprisesJust be sure to introduce him to some new playful experiences as well!

What Sign Guy Should You Date?

You Are a White Wine Woman

Breezy and casual, you know how to have fun when you're drinking.And even though you can kick back with a few drinks, you never let things get out of hand.Alcohol is not a social lubricant for you... it just enhances your already sparkling personality.You prefer to date a man who is optimistic, friendly, and funny.

What Kind of Drinking Woman Are You?

Hmmm... Maybe He's Interested!

He seems to be giving you mixed or muted signalsWhich may mean you've been giving him the wrong messagesWhen he pauses to notice you, give him a little more attention.A little encouragement may go a long way with this guy!

Is He Into You?

ok... i have infected jessamine. have been doing this whole darn thing throughout 3rd meeting. am so dead. haven't do RJ somemore and later got rehearsal for PM visit

part 2 while waiting for darling to finish her class

Your Love Song Is

Yellow by Coldplay
"Look at the stars,Look how they shine for you,And everything you do,Yeah they were all yellow"
You're so in love, it's like a drug.

What Love Song Are You?

You Are Sometimes Considered a Hot Chick

While you may not get the most offers in the room,You've got a good thing going - dating wiseYou could flirt more and dress up a bit to attract more guysBut in general, you are doing just fine!

Are You A Hot Chick?

You're Pretty Stupid

You got 5/10 questions right!It's probably time to get your head examined. You hardly know left from right.

Are You Stupid?

DOTS... so i am stoopid?

You Are 79% Creative

You are beyond creative. You are a true artist - even if it's not in the conventional sense of the word.You love creating for its own sake, and you find yourself quite inspired at times.

How Creative Are You?

loves from anna-res

rawr

wat's there to blog here? nothing much happen bah. saturday, event day. woke up early went to amk hub, met ian. got the fliers from him then sat there waited for 1 hour + for the people.

finally met dotbox people and OPSS people. ok, not bad. people turned out to be better than i thought. got 4 xiao shuai ge. =) and of 4, i got 3 of their numbers. =) and that andy damn funny, only few seats behind him, still must sms me. LOL.

after the event, went back to my house put down things, changed then went dinner. after dinner walked over to paul's block for funeral. slacked there abit. nicky was around, 1st time see nicky in action. LOL. so long never see him. =)

loves from anna-res

Friday, July 27, 2007

wahahaha

that time say so long, i finally go wretch!!! hehe. =) wretch is cool, chinese rocks!

loves from anna-res

crazy girl

=) =) =) =)

i am just one crazy girl

loves from anna-res

Thursday, July 26, 2007

it's still me?

so after so many things... at the end, i am still the one who needs to compromise?

i don't care. if they want to be selfish, i shall be selfish too. you all under stress, as if i am not? hello! you want to compare my stress to your stress? blame me for you not being able to cope your stress well? that's funny. because of that, as if you are not adding pressure to me? you can go ahead, list the long list of diseases or illness you all have. you all don't even bother to ask for mine. all you think of me is a fucking healthy girl. i am not superwoman. i have said it more than 3 times and i mean it.

i am going to be as selfish as you all.

*i will leave. wait and see*

thanks for the call =) at least i smiled.

loves from anna-res

no more serene

from today onwards due to personal reason, i will not be known as serene unless in official issues. please either call me annares or wei ting. thanks

loves from anna-res

i hate happy people

i don't understand why
some people's lives are always at envy
mine is definately not one to be envious about
why some kids they are born to be happy
and some are born to fight for their own happiness
yes, life is never fair
but this sort of life is torturing
whom they expect me to be
i am no superwoman
i am only a 19 year old without her mum
without anyone
my name is not serene yeo to start with
carrying this name is really tiring
i am starting to hate this name this home
i don't any purpose to continue anymore
ever since my mum has left
its all up to me, myself and i

trust me
i won't stay for long
dotbox have to grow
dotbox have to succeed
it is my only route to escape
from these tortures

loves from anna-res

i want to leave this fucking place asap

I REALLY REALLY HATE MY MUM ALOT!! FOR LEAVING ME. I WANT TO LEAVE THIS BLOODY PLACE ASAP AND START ANEW.

I SEE NOTHING, NO REASON FOR ME TO STAY. REALLY. YOU CAN SAY I AM SELFISH. BUT YOU DON'T KNOW THE KIND OF LIFE I AM LEADING NOW, DON'T BLOODY HELL COMMENT ON IT.

GO AWAY!

loves from anna-res

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

it's just so different suddenly

now i understand why each time i want to migrate, starting my life anew. isn't it great? i am freaking sick and tired of what's happening here. fuck off if you ask me to live the way it is or this life.

it has been more and more desperate for me to leave this country? i really hate the surrounding. i hate hypocrites who can smile to you in front and behind they are just jerks. and i really hate the guys around me. i am not against them but any guys to do with dotbox, i just really don't like them.

give me a break! i need freedom. i need to leave this fucking place.

*the cake has lost its taste after some time*

*i really find it stupid that people put cakes in FREEZER*

*buzz off, don't touch me, I know who you are*

loves from anna-res

Findings

each trip to the airport, is always a fruitful one. this time, i finally understand what i wanted and what i have been looking for.

loves from anna-res

Sunday, July 22, 2007

Photo post!

My birthday is here and over... So soon. blah. anyway, thanks to the following people in random order:

1) Alan - earliest to wish me and I am still waiting for your cake!
2) Jerome - alan and jerome comes together? so he's 2nd. LOL. thanks for the wine.
3) Darling - loving you so much. =)
4) Chengze - bro, you're the man!
5) Paul - yeah, thanks for the gift.
6) Yahui and Huiling - thanks girls for the gift as well
7) Kee Wei - besties forever, thanks for remembering my bday
8) Boonz - thanks for remembering
9) Muhe - mu mu, you still rocks as ever
10) Xiulin - thankies
11) Angie - best buddy ever =)
12) Hong Shen and Chun Kiat - wahahahah, though in army, still bother remembering, you 2 are the best =)
13) Twinnie - hey bro! is so rare to have such a brother who has same birthday and same year as you somemore
14) Daddy and gor gor for the nice nice food
15) Matthew for the impromptu wish
16) Zhao, Shawn and Eric - for their well wishes

So, no more talking, more photos:

Sunday, 22nd July

my cute cute snoopy

my bday cake

more snoopy

gift from paul, i think he almost bought the whole nina ricci set :x

from yahui, huiling and cz

Friday 20th July - Saturday 21st July

Ok, my day didn't start well. Told liesbet i couldn't attend FYP presentation, so the verdict was i have to fail my module and then retake G301 all over again = retain in rp for 6 mths. best birthday present ever. so wasn't really pleased with things but still managed to struggle through school then went home sleep. woke up around 8pm and started preparing to go to shangri-la. paul came over to help up, bought me and dad dinner. then started packing a bit. then waited for cz to join us. zzz, very slow. finally caught a cab and went to orchard, collect tiffany. then went to shangri la.

shangri la toilet near ballroom. super nice. has dressing table, sofa. wo! TOILET! didn't expect that.

reached there, met with jerome, still had an hour before the contractor comes and to my birthday ends. hence, we went over to the lobby to have some wine, on jerome's treat. =)

backdrop
booths
sticking the backdrop
ian doing the stickers

overall view

and a night of work, finally the event:

me, matthew and edmund doing the sound

jerome and i, i know i look a bit like security guard here? it meant dot box

tiffany and me

me in the hall. i have tired eyes, i know

i love this photo best

jerome and i acting cute

tiffany and me

GOH, Dr Ng Eng Hen

proud to be part of confluence =)

went to Brewerkz with the peeps after confluence. was damn shag and failed my module somemore. however, it was very fruitful. has really shown to people what serene is capable of and serene isn't playing toys anymore. told bro and dad about failing fyp, to my surprised they understood. glad they did not make much fuss. i think this is my most memorable birthday ever.

went to visit RedBar one of the days, forgot when... i think it was last thursday.

red bar interior. lovely. =)

cz, valentina, valent's bf and melissa tiff and me paul, tiff and me!

Huiling's birthday. bluffed her to marina square and we went to Han's to celebrate her bday. =)

my grilled dory
chicken chop and fish & chips
huiling in deyi's uniform
me looking so damn er xin
huiling!
huiling and me
me
handsome cz
shitake mushroom ice cream?